Who am I ?
Posted: February 23, 2008 in zust जमर्को
|म के ??? – पहाडी कि मधेशी !!!!
The current situation bound me to think ‘who am I ?’. My parents climbed down from Mountain to Terai in the dream of getting something. I got birth here in Terai. No, I am not saying Terai as Madhesh. I don’t know am I true or not, but the Madhesh word gives me the smell of India while Terai seems of ours.
Who am I ? A pahadiya, Madhesi, Nepali or an Indian ? Due to my parent’s birth, am I a Pahadiya or as I borned here, so Madhesi ? Even though living in Nepal, I am not feeling myself as a Nepali, Is that mean am I an Indian ? I may be an Indian(very hurted to think this), as in each and every point Nepal do talk to Indian leaders to know what to do and what not to do. Nepal will be paralysed if India leaves it’s support. This is the biggest unfortune of Nepal and Nepali. I need my identity. Then, who am I ?
In mountain Limbuwan, Khumbuwan are crying and in Terai Madheshi, Tharuwan are agitating , meanwhile in valley(ktm) Newar are violating to separate their lands with self decision control. If that happend then which one will my place ? or will I be a refugee ???
If I became a refugee, then who would take that responsibility ?
Seven party, Maoist, King or Agitating Groups
If I were, then I would blame Maoist for my condition because to change someone, something is required to be changed and that something mean system while Maoists are deterioating it in the name of making good.