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Being a Male Prostitute after Dumped !!

आज ४ बर्षभन्दा ज्यादा भैसकेछ सुजुका यादरुपी जहरले मेरो मष्तिस्क रेटेको। भन्नुमात्र रेट्नु हो – आफैं रेटिदै छु। हटाउन खोज्यो – पौराणिक कालको कालीको कथा पून: दोहोरिएको आभाष पाउँछु। जति काट्यो त्यति नै बढ्दै जान्थे रे – सानोमा सुनेको ती दैत्यहरु। सुजुका यादहरु नि जति दबाउन खोज्यो जति मेटाउन खोज्यो – त्यति नै झ्याँन्गिदै आइरहेका छन्। लाग्छ – यिनै झ्याँगिएका यादहरुको पासोमा आफुलाई पाउनेछु कुनै एक दिन। त्यो दिन जमिन आफ्नो हुनेछैन, आकाशसम्म पुग्ने सामर्थ्य हुनेछैन – बस लट्किने छु र अनि मात्र अन्त्य हुनेछ ति यादहरुको नि देहसँगै। हो – त्यहि दिनको पर्खाइमा छु, खाँचो छ त मात्र विवेकशुन्य शुन्यताको ताकी त्यो कदम सजिलै लिनसकियोस।

यो स्वास्नीमान्छेको यै नहुने। वक्षस्थल मात्र अग्ला हुन् – मन त सारै गहिरो कुवाजस्तो। त्यो गहिरो मनमा धेरै कुरा लुकाउछन्। हामी चाहीं त्यहि कुवामा झाँकी हेर्दा आफ्नै प्रतिबिम्ब देखी मख्ख परिदिन्छौ। छि! सुजुका आँखामा आफ्नै प्रतिबिम्ब देख्ने म….. ति आँखामा लुकेका ठुला महत्वाकांक्षा अनि कुल्चिइदै गरेको मेरो मायाको छनक सम्म किन पाइन ? एउटा आँखामा सुजु राखी अर्को आँखामा रहेको भविष्य, करियर सबै तितान्जली दिइ आफैंलाई कानो बनाए। फलत: सुजुले छोडेपछि पूर्णत अन्धो भएको छु – न सुजु छ न भविष्य नै – अहिले यी आँखामा।

यसरी कहिलेसम्म चल्ला र ? केहि न केहि त गर्नैपर्छ। केहि गर्ने नै हो भने – स्वास्नीमान्छेलाई घृणा गर्न सिक। मेरो मन बाठो भई टोपलियो।

तर कसरी ? किन ? मनसामु प्रश्नका हुरी आए।

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Love-define it

Posted: February 25, 2008 in article aim
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What is the defination of love ?

1. Are you in love ? Definately you must in love.

-.-If I were in love then i would be answering this question, not you.

Your body trembles due to shocking waves from your heart.

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2.Are you ok Amit ? If you are feeling unwell then you can go home.

-.-Do only unwell person ask this type of question? huh?

Even with the close eye, if you can see(feel) her then that’s the love.You are too puzzle to understand, Amit.

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all’s fev, 14th feb

Posted: February 14, 2008 in article aim
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‘What will you do if the girl you love is same your friend love ?’

“If my love is true then she will understand me, else I will understand him. Inspite of his true love(if) if I don’t respect, then I will realize that my love is turning in to jealousy. Whoever’s love, she must get true and perfect love only.”

 

sign of lovelove and और क्या ? (more…)

My First Kiss..

Posted: February 9, 2008 in me n myself
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‘PLZ, don’t look me like this. I can’t control.’ I broke the silence.

I saw a tear falling in her cheeks. I couldn’t see at her face, I turned.

‘Ok.’ She cleansed her eyes’But I need the answer, why ? Why did you do this to me ?’

What should I say in the answer of why ? The whole fault was mine. I have never thought that a small April 1st play would be turned in this way. (more…)

Love with random thought

Posted: February 1, 2008 in article aim
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‘What made you to dump(divorse) him?’

‘His words. In each and every words i used to feel myself as humiliated. That was neither scold nor abuse, though hard to tolarate. The words used to be soft but disgracing my each feeling.

In the Neuro Hospital Pvt. Ltd. of Biratnagar, I got a chance to hear the above conversation. To listen them properly and clearly, I pretended myself as a reader holding newspaper in my hand.

‘Wasn’t your love marriage ?’ (more…)