….. आखिर के बेचु म ???

हिड्दा हिड्दा बल्लतल्ल आइ त पुगियो
तर के अघी बढन सक्छु म ?
जिन्दगीको बाजारमा पुग्न त पुगियो
अब के केही बेच्न सक्छु म ?

नेता बन्न बोली, बिचार बेचे बौद्दिक
कोही बेच्छन पुराना, कोही आफ्नै मौलिक
हुलमुलको जगतमा केही चिज खोज्दै छु म
आफ्नै सपना किन्नको खातिर के बेचु म ?

सोच्दा सोच्दै सोचे सोच बेचु कि म ?
कठ्ठिएका पाखुरामा संचित जोश बेचु कि म ?
देखे,लाइनमा सबै बेच्ने नै रहेछन, किन्ने सार्‍है कम
मोलमलाईको जमानामा भाउ त के भन्नु झन

साटासाटको दुनियाँमा साटिनै सार्‍हो
किन्नु भन्दा नि बेचिनै गार्‍हो
बेचिनको लागि नि दलालै चाहिने
नभएमा त हजुर कामै नहुने

नबेचीइदाको पिडा तिमीलाई कसरी सुनाउ ?
के कस्ता समस्याद्वारा बलात्‍कृत भए, म कसरी बताउ ?
तिमी नै भन, यो तिरस्क्रित जिबन कसरी जिउ म ?
सम्मानित भइ जिउन के बेचु म ?

मेरो सपना – क्षतविक्षत हालमा

क्षितिज पारि गाँउमा
केहि चिज टिलपिलाउँदो छ
समाउन खोज्छु
झन पर भाग्दो छ।

छुन खोज्छु
तल माथि गर्दो छ
आँउदो अनि फेरि बिलाउँदो छ ।

मेरो सपना
खै किन हो
मै देखि तर्सिदो छ ।
बिहानी पर्यो ओझेलमा
रात निकै निस्सासिदो छ ।

काठमाडौं किस्सा – चावहिलतिर हानिदा उल्टै हानिएको म ….

साँझको ५ बजिसकेको छ । आज अनायसै पार्टीको प्रोगाम बनेको हुनाले अफिस छुट्न नपाउँदै मलाई पानीपोखरीबाट चावहिलतिर हानिनु छ । तर आज यो हानिनु शब्द अलिक दरै भाकामा उल्टो तालले मलाई लागुहोला भनेर मैले चिताएको थिइन । चावहिलतिर बेजोडसँग हानिदा उल्टै हनाइमा परे म गज्जब तालले ।

केटाहरु ४/५ जना जति थिए । चावहिलको शान्ति गोरेटोमा म आफ्नै तालले लम्किरहेको थिए । अनायसै एक केटोले तै हैनस् भन्दै यताउति हान्न थाल्यो । चिनेकै कोहि साथी जिस्किरहेको सोची के हुन लाग्यो भनी अवाक रहनु बाहेक मसँग अर्को विकल्प थिएन । त्यो केटो चाँहि उग्ररुप धारण गरी भटाभट मेरो टाउकोमा बर्साउन थाल्यो । जम्मा ३०-४० सेकेण्ड बिचको हाम्रो यो अप्रत्याशित जम्काभेट पुर्णतया आश्चर्यजनक थियो । ‘म होइन “- म रोए, कराए तर ति मित्र पाएको माल कस्ले छोड्छ भनि मलाई मजाले दिइरहे । अन्तमा म उनले खोजेको व्यक्ति हैन रहेछु भन्ने पत्ता लागेछी ‘ तँ सँग के छ निकाल ‘ जस्ता शब्द सुनिए  । त्यतिखेरसम्म म पुरै सेन्सलेस भइसकेको थिए , आँखामा केहि चोट लागेको मैले शंका गरिसकेको थिए । मेरो चश्मा चकनाचुर भै फुटेको रहेछ ।

एउटा आँखा हत्केलाले छोप्दै उनिहरु शानले गइरहेको दृश्य हेर्न म विवश थिए , पुरै होशहवाश बिनाको भइसकेको थिए म । न विरोध गर्न सके न म तिर बढ्दै आएको भिडलाई ति केटाहरुलाई समात्नुस नै भन्न सके । अनायसै घटेको उक्त घटनाले मेरो सोचनशक्ति गुमाइसकेको थियो ।

तत्कालै साथीलाई घटना घटेको र बाटो बिराइ ॐ हेल्थ क्याम्पस अगाडी पुगेको फोनमार्फत जानकारी गराए । आँखाबाट रगत बग्न कम भएको थिएन । एक घरमा पानी मागी आँखा सफा गरे । साथी आइपुग्दा आत्तिइसकेको मेरो मनले राहतको एक सास फेर्यो । सँगैको क्लिनिकमा गइ देखाउँदा नानीछेउ असर गरेको र टिचिङ नै जान सुझाव पाइयो र तत्कालै हानियौ हामी उतै तर्फ । यो असोज २८, २०६६ (बुधबार) को कुरा हो ।

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Complex technology, simple examples

mobile phone communication using multiple access technologies

Taking aside other different multiple access technologies, there are three FDMA, TDMA and CDMA highly being used and acclaimed.

FDMA--The available frequency range is divided in to frequency slots and each slot is provided to each user or for purposes. 1G was totally based on this technology.

TDMA--Similar to FDMA, but here available time frame is divided in to a limited time slots and in each slot data of different user are trasmitted. Europe used this technique to develop GSM, 2G standard mobile.

CDMA–Neither frequency nor time are used, rather code to transmit data of different users within a wideband. North America used the technique to develop IS-95, 2G standard mobile.

It may seem tuff to understand these technologies in such above language. These all techniques are being used by us in our life unknowingly.

FDMA--Whatever one needs something, give him a portion of something. In fdma case, something is frequency as a channel. This is the simple and easy process that we are using in our daily life since when fdma term wasn’t in existence.

If there is a dance party, and three boys need to be danced with lady, then ? If each boy is provided each lady then that would be FDMA. But be noticed that 3 girls are needed here. In tdma, however, only one girl is sufficient. How ? I will tell you.

TDMA–If a girl do dance with a boy and after some time she do with another, then ? means she divides the time of dancing in 3 time slots and in each time slot she do dance with each boy. After doing dance with 3rd boy, she repeats it with first boy. This is TDMA means division of time.

Another best and perfect example is distribution of card in card playing(तास). In one round, one sample of card for each is distributed and in another round one more card is added for each. In which way cards are distributed in the same way tdma works.

CDMA–If in a convention hall, people have gathered and doing gossips in different languages(code) then that would be a example of cdma. No one can understand the language(code) instead the listener and spokeperson. There seems noise, though all are doing conversation without any feeling of noise.

Another best and perfect example is the security code based process of Western Union Money Transfer to transfer money from one region to another. Such tranfer company uses 10 digits which is just alike wideband for cdma. Depending on the 10 digit, a unique code for each transaction is made and all processes of money reception now will depend on that code. Cdma code concept exactly matches with such activity.

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An eye with emotion

Eye is that portion of body without saying anything it says a lot. It unknowingly demonstrate the feeling of someone hiding in one’s heart. While doing sex, everyone has the experience of closing of the eye. Closed eye means indication of getting emotion through the relation. Hence the above give a glance that eye is a scenario to find out the inner of someone.

His eyes used to be silent and attractive, attractive in the sense of having tendency to make curious about he. He, 20 yrs old, became emotionally blinded and got fall in love with 40 yrs old woman having her 2 daughters. Nowadays, after this event, I in my imagination only seeing waves and tides of emotions in his silent and peaceful eyes.

What made him to take such decision? He, a student, dependent on family took such decision which is totally wrong for a guy like he. To do marry at that young age is itself wrong. Here, he not only did but to a woman having her own family and highly aged.

It’s the emotion that bound him to walk in that way where he will found no any way. Emotion wrapped his eyes and in blindness he choosed such a wrong and unsuitable path.

A simple analysis of my own, shows that whenever a woman do suicide, it’s event that made her to do that while in man case, it’s the emotion that excites him to take such action.

The writer’s own analysis forced him to write that emotion doesn’t have power to easily disrupt male mind but if it got a chance, then it disrupts more that any else. Female by crying and doing whatever (which suits them) controls the emotion but in male case, it overlaps all surrounding and makes a dark environment to him. Consequently, in blindness he uses to choose a wrong path like my actor (real) took in above.

Moral: Each one has feeling and emotion. Emotion regarding male I found more dangerous than female. Male are too poor to handle if it got a chance to capture one’s mind in comparison to female because god has given a special power to play with emotion in nice manner to lady while male, I think aren’t so lucky.

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