‘PLZ, don’t look me like this. I can’t control.’ I broke the silence.
I saw a tear falling in her cheeks. I couldn’t see at her face, I turned.
‘Ok.’ She cleansed her eyes’But I need the answer, why ? Why did you do this to me ?’
What should I say in the answer of why ? The whole fault was mine. I have never thought that a small April 1st play would be turned in this way.
Date: 2006 April 1st (……Recalling the past……)
Day : Saturday
Place: At Niku’s Terrace
‘What ?’ She ‘ You must be kidding, Amit.’
No words from my side. My body started to tremble and soon I realized that the hairs of my hand were in straight condition. Seeing my this kind of different condition, she then didn’t ask any question.
‘Niku, I don’t know when it happened with me..I am sorry, Niku, I am in love with you.’ With breaking voices, I spoiled myself. She saw my poor and red eyes and holding my head in her shoulder, she said
‘ give me some time, Amit to think about it.’
Sometimes in excitement one’s mind doesn’t work. To make the April 1st successful and must memorable my mind did the same as it didn’t think about the result.
The result of drama(of mine) in Niku’s Terrace is now standing in front of mine with question, why ?
‘I am so sorry, Amit. I fell in love with you, a cheap person who do play with one’s feeling.’
‘I beg you niku, plz forgive me. I didn’t have to play April 1st in that way.’ I hold her in my arms(embrace) and we both then started to cry together.
‘ I love you, Amit.’
‘ I can’t Niku. Love is full of responsiblity and I am not enough strong to hold it with full of courage.’
Silent and Soft Love that separated with each other through one kiss….
After removing hair from her face, I dragged her lips close to my lips. She closed her eyes and took a deep breathe. The lips of both were wanting to make our relation in love by locking with each other. The hot air coming out from the inner were making the lips dry. They were too close each other that they could feel each other. I slowly and softly kissed her lips and did respect of her love. Then I kissed on the cheek, swallowing her tears I said
‘PLZ ! Niku, Let me go away from your life taking your tear.’
That was my first kiss, a kiss that do stop my heart beating whenever I remember it.
People do engage in love with first kiss, I was being detached with my love……
Note: Truely and honestly inspired by My first kiss , written by Speed.